第一零一章 功德无量

    我是怎么离开丽妞儿家，又是怎么回到宫里的？
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    不记得了。…，
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    在此过程中，昏昏沉沉的，和丽妞儿、丽妹妹母女，都说了些什么，有没有什么“失仪”的地方？
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    也不记得了。
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    这种昏昏沉沉的状态，回到宫里，并没有什么变化。钟粹宫传话给长春宫，今儿皇帝的视膳，免了，母后皇太后在外边儿呆了一天，有些乏了，要早些安置。
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    这一“安置”，就“安置”到了第二天的辰初一刻母后皇太后早上起床如此之晏，是几乎从来没有过的。然后，懿旨传到军机处：母后皇太后凤体微恙，今儿的“起”，都免了，一切政务，皆由轩亲王裁定。
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    慈安并不是一口气睡了五、六个时辰，事实上，上床“安置”确实比较早，但是，辗转反侧，从头至尾，几乎就没有真正睡着过，总是刚刚进入梦乡，各种状况，便纷至沓来，不多久，一惊而醒。
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    先是见到了先帝，他躺在榻上，似乎就是如意洲“围猎”时犯病的情形，一边儿咳嗽，一边儿伸出一只瘦骨嶙峋的手，指着自己：“你，你对得我起！”
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    一惊而醒。
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    再是见到了“她”。“她”微微的笑着，伸出一只手，像洋人行“拉手礼”那样，拉住自己的手，说道：“姐姐，从今往后，咱们俩，可就是真真正正的姐妹了！”
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    说着，另一只手，也伸了过来。摩挲着自己的肚皮。
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    慈安被“她”摸得痒痒的。心想：奇怪了。她摸我的肚子做什么呢？
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    一瞥之间，看到“她”的肚子，高高隆起，一个念头冒了出来：我该不会也……
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    赶忙低头去看：天爷，可不是嘛！
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    一惊而醒。
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    再有，就是又见到了“他”。
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    场景是很奇怪的，竟是在一幅图画里边儿，画中。青山绿水，亭台楼阁，一应俱全，嗯，好像，就是“他”进的颐和园的“总图”、“细图”什么的。
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    是在哪处所在呢？涵虚楼？佛香阁？养云轩？不记得了，只记得，四周都装了大块的玻璃，十分通透。
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    “他”像白天一样，抱住了自己。目光灼灼；不同的是，自己……没有挣扎、拦阻。眼看着他，一粒粒地解开了自己衣服上的纽子。
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    然后，他就……
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    正在这时，玻璃窗外，有人说，“军报到了”，他嘟囔了句“真是麻烦”，抽身欲起，自己不由就着了急，下意识的手脚并用，勾住了他，喊了声：“不要！”
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    一惊而醒。
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    慈安心里怦怦乱跳，过了好一会儿，神智逐渐清明，心跳也慢慢的平复了下来，然而，冷汗却出来了。
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    之前的梦里，先帝指斥不忠，自己大了肚子，虽然都是“一惊而醒”，但不久就昏昏沉沉的迷糊了过去，梦中的情景，并没有真正吓到自己，似乎，自己对于不忠的指斥和怀孕生子的可能性，都不是……如何在意似的？
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    这一次，可是真正被吓到了！
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    做……那个事情的时候，自己竟然……不许他抽身而去，竟然喊出来……“不要”？
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    这还是自己吗？这不成了……花痴了吗？
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    还有，那个处所，四周都是玻璃，内外通透，当时，外边儿是有人的，自己竟然……全然不怕被人偷窥？
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    自己怎会如此……无耻？
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    冷汗一层层渗了出来，再也睡不着了，或者说，再也不敢睡着了，生怕，“他”再来聒噪，自己……再喊一声“不要”。
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    又想起了白天的事儿……
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    自己说了什么，做了什么，确实记不清爽了，“那个事儿”的感觉，也是混沌一片，欲辨难言。
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    文宗对皇后，是很尊重的，不过，尊重归尊重，这么多年来，其实早就没有了夫妻之实，慈安几乎已经忘了，男女之事，到底是什么感觉？
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    “他”的手，一碰到自己的身子，自己的心，就好像被什么攥住了，心一紧，手脚便软了，一点儿气力也使不出来，纵有挣扎、推拒，大约……也没起什么作用。
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    肌肤相亲……那个感觉，就好像……被什么东西蛰了，不是痛，不是痒，却“蛰得”她浑身发抖……或者，又是痛，又是痒？
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    全身上下都被“蛰”了，忽轻忽重，没完没了……
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    好像掉进了大水里边儿，一会儿，一个大浪打来，没了顶，几乎呼吸不得；一会儿，怒涛涌起，被高高地抛上半空，只想放声大叫……
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    天爷，自己不会真的叫出声来了吧？那可就……
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    一切都消停下来的时候，她已经一丝儿气力都没有了，好像，连魂儿都被抽走了，转个念头，都没有气力了。
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    ……
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    奇怪的是，自己说了什么、做了什么，全然混沌一片，“他”说的话，却记得清清楚楚。
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    这些话是“他”什么时候说的呢？嗯，大约是“事儿”了了，自己窝在……他的怀里的时候。
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    “臣之行事，苟利国家生死以，认定了便去做，再难，不过‘粉身碎骨’四个字。热河一夜，擎天扈驾，剪除凶顽，是这四个字；独赴君父之难，带几百兵，南下上海，对抗长毛十数万之众，是这四个字；波涛万里，荒服异域，同美利坚南逆生死相搏，是这四个字；冒天下之大不韪，改革八旗，开千年未有之局面，是这四个字。”
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    顿了一顿，继续说道：“魂牵梦绕，情难自禁，干犯万死莫赎之罪，亲香泽，承雨露，也是抱定了这四个字纵然粉身碎骨，臣，亦无悔，亦无恨。”
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    这个时候，昏昏沉沉之中，自己似乎莫名其妙地说了句：“这个，不是国事……”
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    “不是国事，亦是国事。”
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    接下来，他是怎么说的？嗯，“江山永固，端赖君臣同心戮力，两宫不谐，君臣离心，是置国家社稷于危卵之上！所以太后心里的这根刺，一定要拔了出来！”
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    你如此对我，就是拔我心里的“这根刺”？这……是什么道理？
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    可是，你如此对我，我心里的“这根刺”，似乎真的不见了啊，这……又是什么道理？
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    想不明白，想不明白。
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    他还在继续说着：“臣以身许国，这个身子，早就不是自己的了，是国家的，是太后的！太后母仪天下，系天下之重，万金凤体，亦非一人一姓可专有！即便是天子只要是守成的天子，就是承继祖宗鸿业，那么，天子的身子，说到底，也不是他一个人的，是列祖列宗的，是江山社稷的！”
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    这段话，铿锵有力，听起来，好像“好有道理的样子”。不过，慈安听着，只觉得莫名的顺耳、顺心，至于为何如此之顺耳、顺心，昏昏沉沉之中，无从细辨，其中是否还有什么其他的深意，亦无从细究。
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    回宫之后，慢慢儿地想明白了：这是……叫自己不必感到内疚包括对先帝。反正，“他”也好，自己也好，先帝也好，这个身子，统统都不是自己的！
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    先帝，可不就是“守成的天子”，“承继祖宗鸿业”吗？
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    他还说了这么段话，类似的意思，说得更加“明白”了：
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    “太后崇佛信道，佛祖过去世行菩萨道之时，曾救下一只被鹰追捕的鸽子，却又不忍令鹰无食饥饿而死，乃发大愿心，割肉饲鹰，并说，‘我一无悔恨之意，若我所言不虚，当令我身上皮肉，复生如初。’话音刚落，佛祖身上皮肉，果然复生如初。”
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    “太后是活菩萨，是现世佛；臣，就算是那只鹰了。太后肉身布施，既为臣，亦为天下，这个……功德无量。”
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    唉，我还能说什么呢？
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    *(未完待续。)<!-110->