第231章 刻入骨子里的自卑

    江怀安是怨陆怀姜的。
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    江家百年奋斗皆是毁于他一个十岁少年之手，江家一朝下狱成了阶下囚。
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    一切皆是源于陆怀姜。
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    江怀安恨他怨他，但却并不愿他遭受不幸。
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    储君发生意外，便意味着百姓即将流离失所，意味着朝廷的动乱，意味着厮杀。
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    “他不能死。”不管他能不能醒来，他都不能死。
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    江怀安面上掩饰不住的担忧，若真当如此，太子背后的党羽与大皇子只怕有的厮杀了。
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    小怀鹿却是偏着脑袋，眉头紧锁。
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    她在猜，会不会陆怀姜之后的屠戮与此次脱不了干系。
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    虽说本就性情暴戾，但好歹在可控范围内。
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    记忆中，从他昏迷三年后，便越发无法控制。
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    皓月当空，星子都躲进了云层。
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    迷雾宗林内，三步开外便不见半分痕迹。皆是白茫茫一片，荒都众人从未踏出过迷雾宗林，心中历来都有一份恐惧。
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    杨城主站在前头，心头微跳，面上虽不见半分异样，但却紧紧掐着虎口。
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    荒都这些年已经很好了。
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    曾经一度被称为神明遗忘的堕落之地。
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    因着是朝廷流放之地，大多数原住民都是曾经流放罪臣的后代。即便是过了三代，已经不再是戴罪之身，但骨子里却是透着几分自卑。
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    从入了这荒都城开始，便世世代代都不曾离开过。
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    反倒是新被发配来的罪民难以接受，不少人偷偷出走过。
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    有的过不了荒都城门，亦或是好不容易逃出去。
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    却是迷失在迷雾森林中，直到被阴魂撕碎。
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    据说极少有人能活着出来，活着出来的人最后都落了个疯疯癫癫，神智再也没清醒过。
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    就连最开始治理荒都的，也都是朝廷派来之人。“
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    朝廷派来的官员，镇不住荒都。
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    那些朝廷命官，一日日朝着京城递折子，使了浑身解数逃走。等着朝廷亲自派人来接，才勉强出城。
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    神智其中有一位城主还是被活活逼疯了。
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    后来朝廷别无他法。
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    便从曾经最远的一批罪民后代里挑了人出来，暂代城主。慢慢的以及各方势力都渐渐被荒都众人所取代，才渐渐有了几分规矩。
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    若是早在十年前，杨城主还不是城主，此处更是慌乱一片。
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    别说夜里，便是白日里妇人家都不敢出门。
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    来到荒都的众人，都谨遵着上一代的教训。半点不敢踏出荒都城门，即便是城主踏出这道门，喉咙都隐隐紧了几分。
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    他已经是第三代了，只要儿子能考取功名便能离开荒都了。
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    “阴差大人？咱们当真能出入迷雾森林吗？迷雾宗林百年来迷雾不曾散去，进入者十有九死，还有一人也是疯癫。”护城的士兵隐隐有些心悸。
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    这些年能冲破城门进入迷雾森林的，几乎是寻都不用寻。
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    这道屏障，除了朝廷带着开过光的灵符，压根没人能穿透宗林。
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    甚至于，朝廷压根没有留下可以供荒都联系外界的灵符。
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    杨城主按了按眉心。
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    荒都，便是一座只有进，没有出的城。
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    也不知，前路在何方。